I self mutilated today, during school. What the heck am I thinking? I tried to stop, but that didn’t work, again. I really need to try something else- but that’s the problem. I try other things, and the need to injure gets stronger. Then once I injure, I’m fine for a few hours/days/weeks. I don’t know if I’ll ever stop, but right now, I can’t focus on my injuring. I have homework, and dance, and projects, and writing, and my parents, and every other thing in my life that is more important at this very moment. I’m done trying to quit. I’ll try when stress isn’t pushing down on me until I can’t breathe.