Hi, I went to Safe about 12 years ago.  I’ve SH off and on ever since.  I went a whole 8 months before I did it again.  But I just don’t know what to do anymore!  I see a therapist, psych and more but still will do it.  It’s not as bad as it was but it’s still here.  I hate it.  I’m 39 and should be moving on with life but I get stuck multiple times.  Anyway, thanks for reading needed to vent.