Last Monday not only did I injure myself, I broke a promise and a heart. I promises my girl I wouldnt injure, but I did. I lost her trust. My urge to injure since has been next to none, but slowly it’s coming back.

I know I’m just a failure to everyone, no one wants me or cares except my girlfriend, we’re very close. She’s the only reason I even get out of bed in the morning, it’s not like I have anything else to look forward to. I’ve just been so down. Without her I don’t know if I would even still be here….