I feel so “off” today. I’m on a break at work and I feel totally overwhelmed! My boss is out of town for two weeks so I’m filling in for her. I don’t think I handle being a manager very well. I’m too passive. Im sooo tired. I haven’t been much sleep and I think it’s wearing on me? Nightmares and too much stuff going on. I don’t feel in immediate danger of hurting myself, but like yesterday, the thought is very tempting. I have to go back to work now.