Things are starting to look up for me a little bit. Me and my mom are actually kinda getting along now. Which is weird for me. But there are those stupid arguments where I’ll just go to my room and listen to music to calm down, like last night i got so mad at her for saying something incredibly rude about my boyfriend that i cleaned my room and listened to music, spotless. Then i went outside, at like 10 pm and just sat there. It was so nice out. It was amazing. I just let everything run through my mind all at once and if I didn’t have music I’m not sure what I would have done.

So bright side, me and mom sorta get along. but me and my dad? No. He can never take back what he has done to me and my sister. Physically, sexually, and emotionally abusing us for life, nd no matter how many time sorry comes out of his filthy mouth, he will never be forgiven.

I’ll be 16 on Monday. Woo. No school, so i’ll be stuck home all day.. Really not looking forward to it. Cause when i’m home for to long, fights tend to start. Usually over stupid things. I should be getting my permit that day. I hope so. The faster i get my license, the faster i can get my car and move out. I need to have everything planned out before my dad get’s out of prison on September 4th…