The past two days I’ve had no thoughts of SI. But sadly the thoughts are returning. I knew it wouldn’t last. When nothing big is happening in school, like a test or project, I’m pretty good. But the second I know there’s a test coming up in a subject Im not good in, I get the urge. Even as I’m typing this the urge to injure is getting worse. I need to so badly right now. I don’t know how much longer I’m going to last until I injure again. What am I going to do?