Is there even an alternative for me?  I have tried everything I could think of, I can’t reduce the stress because They are home and work/school. My dad is a borderline alcoholic, 42 beers in a day, and my mom can’t get around a whole lot because of her car accident… I always have a tool on me now, I keep it in my phone up and when I need it it is there. I used it today. I really just want to find an alternative, the problem is, I am not sure if I really want to stop…