I have  S.I.’ed for months now and it is a daily thing for me. I have noticed it is getting worse and I am not to sure if i even care… I have tried many of the alternatives but none of them work. 🙁  It’s too much.  I figured I have nothing to lose in coming here. I am not sure why I am here really…. I guess I am here asking for help. I don’t want my mom to come into my room and find me like this. I wouldn’t care, but I know she would.