Of course today I realize I forgot to do a essay.There is still a chance I can get it done in time. My mom told me not to forget any more assignments. If I dont get this in I’m dead. My grades aren’t bad as of now, they’re between 85-90. The whole injuring things has screwed up my life. Im terrified to go home today cause she’ll say something and it’ll make want to SI. I need to injure so bad right now. I’m typing this in school and I’m thinking about injuring here. What am I going to do? I can’t go forever like this, I’m going to injure soon.  It’s all I think about all day, I know its wrong, but I need it. There hasn’t been one day in the last 4 months where I haven’t thought about it.