Im starting to lose my internal battle right now… I’m in school and I’m trying to keep my internal composure and the cumpulsion to not SI…. Idk what to do… My skin is crawling… Why did today have to be such a bad day… My life stinks I can’t do this anymore….It’s all so fricken hard…. :'( I don’t wanna turm back to drugs to keep the cumpulsion away… I’ve been doing so well.