I was surfing through six billion secrets on another sleepless night when I saw this website and thought I’d give it a shot.  I’m new on here, as you can probably see.

I S.I., which is something we all have in common I guess, but I haven’t stopped.  I want to, but I don’t at the same time.  I feel like I have no one to turn to.  My friends don’t know, my parents think I’ve stopped, and I don’t want to disappoint anybody by being so…lost?  In all honesty, I’m hoping to find someone on this site who would want to be friends with someone who is as lost and in need of help as me.  I’ve been through a lot in the past and want someone to help me through it, but I’m too afraid to turn to the people I know.  I’m afraid they’ll be ashamed.  Can someone tell me what I should do?  I have no idea what I’m doing.