I’m so fed up with getting yelled for dumb things like cleaning and things and being called a liar. I just want them all to leave me lone! They all stink and it’s not good when your the only one in the house who’s not liked. Everyone always has something to say to me when I’m in my moods and I’m being mean but when people Re being mean to me they gang up on me and it becomes three against one! I guess I should be used to it I’ve always been the odd one out, not easily liked, most hated by my brothers and sisters. It’s been going on forever so I really should be used to it and I am but I at least expect when I do something nice or try to do something nice they are nice back! And they wonder y I want to move so far away from them and never come back. They wonder y I’m so mean it’s because I don’t like them and they don’t like me but I don’t care anymore I can’t afford to care because if I do I will SI. And that’s not what I want. I’m working on me I’m doing everything in my power to be happy and they take it away from me. Everyones always taking away my happiness and I just want to be truly happy where I didn’t have to pretend for a second. But I can’t I’m miserable sooo miserable and they laugh right in my face. I can’t wait to get out of here.
I’m sotty to hear that you are going through all that. In a way, I know how it feels. Going up, I was always the odd one in the family. (I think that I still am today) It’s hard when the ones that should be able to turn to turn against up. You need to find a place where you are at peace from them. Long walks always did the trick for me. It was a time just for me.
I’m here if you need to talk more.
We are in the same boat. My dad is in jail, so it’s me, my 3 sisters, and my mom.. My mom is always yelling at me about cleaning, when that is all i EVER do. I always do what she asks me to do. And she always has something negative to say to me, about everything i do.
Well atleast your looking for a healthy alternative
Thank you very much guys. Its just really hard. I do try to find peace for myself but its complicated. And G1_jane lol i did email you you just neer responded lol its cool. Ill email you again.
Thanks everyone for the support. Its back to normalnnow where we are all cool but i no itll just turn ugly again in a day or two. Thats how we are. Its sad but true. And DanaeStarleen, im sorry your going through that to, try and hang in there.
And Scorpion what else did you do besides walk because im not allowe to just go walk by myself.
I’m sure that most of my walks weren’t okay with my mom or the law for that age.
For me, I also through myself into my job. That was one thing that no one could really take from me. When I wasn’t working, I did watch a lot of action movies.
Actuall @scorpion that helps alot i do want and need a job and i love movies so i think ill give that a try and maybe working out will help to. I just need to relax and try to get my mind right
Glad I was able to help some.