I’m so fed up with getting yelled for dumb things like cleaning and things and being called a liar. I just want them all to leave me lone! They all stink and it’s not good when your the only one in the house who’s not liked. Everyone always has something to say to me when I’m in my moods and I’m being mean but when people Re being mean to me they gang up on me and it becomes three against one! I guess I should be used to it I’ve always been the odd one out, not easily liked, most hated by my brothers and sisters. It’s been going on forever so I really should be used to it and I am but I at least expect when I do something nice or try to do something nice they are nice back! And they wonder y I want to move so far away from them and never come back. They wonder y I’m so mean it’s because I don’t like them and they don’t like me but I don’t care anymore I can’t afford to care because if I do I will SI. And that’s not what I want. I’m working on me I’m doing everything in my power to be happy and they take it away from me. Everyones always taking away my happiness  and I just want to be truly happy where I didn’t have to pretend for a second. But I can’t I’m miserable sooo miserable and they laugh right in my face. I can’t wait to get out of here.