Had an awful dream that I broke up with my boyfriend. Over nothing, but I said wed be friends. He didn’t seem upset. The next day, I was crying, and bought him a present to apologize and get back together. I told myself, he would want me back, that he missed me and loved me… but when I got to class, he sat next to me. But ignored me, I tried talking, and he blew me off. it didn’t work…

Went to church, might do a missions trip. My bf freaked when he found out it was a week. He doesn’t want me to get hurt.

Went out to my neighborhood playground and took pictures. Then went out to eat, it was extended stepfamily. Awkward…. it bothered me that Ryan my stepbrother got bday gifts when they game me nothing. oh well…

Tired latly. Of so much.

Worth it, butterfly