I started to SI about two years ago. I became very insecure and felt very out of place. I had surgery that put me in a brace for a while and i just felt really ugly. There was one person who got me through that, and he became my best friend. After two years, he decided that I was too much of a “good girl” for his new “bad boy” look…and it hurts me everyday knowing that the real him is still there, and he just won’t show it. I love him. I mean really truely love him. We haven’t spoken in three months. I’ve started to SI again, and I dont have a lot of support. I can’t really trust my friends, and my family doesn’t really listen. I know I don’t have it as bad as others, and I don’t really know why I’m so depressed all the time…I guess thats it