My friend(that I’m not supposed to be talking to) is really hurt that I injured. I want to see a therapist so badly because I want to stop. I know SI isn’t good and I know it hurts him but I can’t help it. I’ve tried everything I can think of to stop but I’m out of ideas. I want to see a therapist, but my friend is really really iffy about me going because he had a bad experience with therapists and anti-depressants. I really, really don’t want to upset him by going but it’s my very last resort and I can’t keep hurting him by injuring. I’m completely torn into two just trying which is the right decision. I’m totally lost.