So I lied to my mom and told her I was at tutoring but really, I was outside of the school with my boyfriend(we didn’t do anything) so she’s never going to let me talk to him…. but I do. I can’t help it. He’s the only one who helps me. So last week, my name got put on a list of people who S.I. and the principal called my mom and told her. I feel like my mom hates me even more now than she did before(yes, I truly feel like she dislikes me.) I feel so stressed out because of school and home. I feel tension building inside me. I’ve been trying all night(my mom gets home at 6) to tell my mom I want to go to therapy but I’m too scared. She already called me crazy and messed up and an embarrassment when she found out and I don’t want her to do that again because it honestly hurt my feelings for once. My boyfriend is worried they’ll put me on medication and that will change me some how and he doesn’t want me to go(not that he doesn’t care about me. He honestly does but he just doesn’t want me all drugged up.) So now I’m torn between my choices. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.