So, my moms home from the hospital and she’s doing great after her surgery. But I’m not. I am still SIing. I don’t know how to stop. I’m scaring myself. Its really weird, even my cat seems to be scared of me when im SIing. She normaly hangs all over me, but when im doing it, she’ll come over and look at me with this scared look, then just walk away. I’ve been trying to figure out my triggers. The only thing I’ve come up with is that I SI when Im faced with really adult responsibilities. If I fail at these responsibilities and let someone down then they will leave me or hate me — I can’t decide which is worse. With my mom recovering from surgery, I’m responsible for an entire house–all the house work, all the pets, all the grocery shopping, all the driving, everything. I know it sounds childish and I do my share of these things when my mom is well. But, if I let her down…