Lately.. ive been realizing things.. ive realuzed before.. ive always been the mature, smart 13 year old of course… but… ok… heres the things about me… im bisexual… when i was VERY young, i was sexually harassed by my female cousin who was 2 years older than i was, and am… after the constant incifents, (it happeneded everyday) i was… curious about girls…yes at an age so so young… anyways… 2011, i pyshed a girl away.. who fell in love with me…. for those who even bother reading yhis… im sorry for yhose who are homophobes..ik im very young for tht… ik ik .. trust me… its just.. im falling fof her again… ik it wud never work out… at the same time…………… i want to do somethong about this all,,, ik this isnt healthy,,, im jyst gunna… leave it at tht… let it eat me alive and whole.. just like everythong else in my life… s big black hole……..