I hate it when people call my crazy. Not so much that I deny it, because I don’t. But it’s just the fact that their so clueless. They have no idea that I REALLY AM crazy. If I were to tell, I would get judged by everyone and probably loose MOST of my friends. But I’m to the point of not even caring. I wonder how that would affect my High School life.. I’m only a Freshman. It’s kind of funny to think of the looks I would get from the girls who are faking their insanity. I’d laugh at the snide comments people would say. Though, eventually, I would break down into tears. I’m starting to think it’s worth it though. I mean why not? If I can’t change to the way the school will accept me.. why not say forget it and make them. Either that or be hated by most of them. Honestly though, I don’t even care anymore. My only concern is HOW would I tell my entire school that I just so happen to be crazy?.. Facebook?.. Hmm…
What would that change? Even if you said you were crazy, some people still wouldn’t believe you. No matter what you say or don’t say, people will think what they want. I say screw it and don’t even bothering posting or saying anything. Why does it matter? You know who you are. If they don’t, that’s their problem. You don’t have to justify yourself to anyone. I think it would end up hurting you anyway. You seem very smart and strong, but you don’t need to make the way you feel about yourself almost like a joke. You aren’t crazy.
You have a really great point. And if people want to know so bad, they need to have the guts to ask me about my scars. I guess I never really thought of it that way. I think I’m starting to not be so scared to show my scars. There a part of me and always will be. Whether there left in my past or a part of my future. Thanks. (:
Exactly right. I’m glad it helped some (: