I have been feeling so overwhelmed lately. I can’t really explain it but the temptation to SI is so high lately. I have tried talking to my boyfriend about it but he feels like its his fault for not being able to make me happy enough so I don’t feel like self injuring. Its not his fault though he is truly wonderful and I don’t want to make him feel bad about it so I don’t want to go to him but I feel like I have no where to turn…My life has been so stressful lately its my last semester at college and there is one class that may hold me back from graduating. Not to mention my boyfriends mom is blaming me for something my boyfriend did and has officially banned me from ever going to their house ever again which really stinks. I don’t know if i want to continue with a degree when i am done with community college or if i should work first. All i want to do is SI to take control of everything. To show everyone that i have control over something rather than feeling like i am free falling into uncertainty. No one notices how truly torn i am and i feel so suffocated…I don’t mean to complain or anything i just really needed to think someone actually cared and understood…