Alright. I realize I’ve been writing on this site a lot lately, but the positive encouragement from everyone is really nice so here goes… I mentioned that I haven’t injured in a long time, and still haven’t, but injured in a different way instead. I told myself I wouldn’t ever turn to this but then again I told myself I wouldn’t do a lot of things that I have. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. All my friends are concerned about is partying, and thats how they deal with their problems. I want more than just a temporary fix, like the s.i. and whatever random substance gives to me. But I don’t know where to find it. I wouldn’t be scared of letting go of these things if I could just find something healthy that takes away all the stress, shame and embarrassment that drive me to hurt myself in the first place. I guess i’m sort of rambling but basically could anyone tell me what they do instead when they get the urge to harm?