This is my third blog, I have been having such a hard time. My grandmother (who I don’t always get along with) may die, and I can’t tell my best friends, and I failed a test earlier, and to make it worse, I don’t understand anything on the test, which I have to retake, and have to use everything I can to pass. But I have not SI. Somehow, but I just have no idea what to do, everything is so crazy and unknown. Please help.