i thought hurting myself was the best thing to do with the pain i cause people around me. Even when i walk into a room people laugh or yell at me. At school i cant tell them to stop im mute its rlly hard they scare me, i feel like and ant compared to them. i cry myself to sleep think what it would be like if i could tell them how they make me feel i wish someone would listen i write, and write but they ignore everything i say. im sad because i feel like no one cares for me im only in 8th grade and i SI because i thought it would help.