I am old, really old, 46. I have been injuring sense I was 18 and have been through a lot. I have done just about every thing that you can do to injure. No one ever know but my wife until she passed in 07 and sense then I really don’t care who knows. I still battle it. I want to stop for me but it does it’s job too well. This week has been really bad and I am having a lot of trouble. I may have to go back in the hospital which I have been to many times to count. For SI and suicide attempts. They are not the same…… Well that’s it in a nut shell. I really hope that all you young people can get a hold on this and can overcome. Good luck one and all….