I started self harming when I was in ninth grade. I am a junior now. I stopped for almost a year and just recently relapsed to my old ways. I injured myself a few weeks ago for the first time in a long time ago. I have been injuring ever since. I need to stop. I know how bad it hurts my boyfriend but I just can’t seem to control myself when I am alone. I don’t know what to do or how to handle any of this anymore.