I dont want to fight anymore. Im done i think ill just get it over with because noone caere anyway. I hate my life and where i am and i hate me and i hate how im always there for people helping them and noone is there for me no ones there! And im done. Tonight i give up.
I care. I’m not much, but I truly can say I care. If you want to give up and stop fighting, okay. Let me fight for you tonight. It’s okay to feel like giving up. You give up and I’ll deal with it tonight. You just focus on not hating yourself. Hate your situation. Hate how you’re feeling, hate all of that. But don’t hate yourself. It’s completely understandable to be angry that no one is there for you. It’s one of the worst feelings, especially when you’re ALWAYS there for everyone else. I know. So tonight, let me be there for you. I’m sorry if this all sounds really weird. But tonight, it sounds like you need a break and someone to fight for you.
I do need a break. A big break. I just want to get better but i dont no how. Ive been talking to somekne but i think shes starting to give up on mm to. I think she doesnt care anymore and i dont want to ask because shes beeen there for me but. I feel like she doesnt care anymore. Im so mad but even tho i feel like sii cant. I go over what i want to do but in the end i cant. I dont want to hurt myself anymore but i dont want to feel what im feeling either. Thanks for being here and caring because of yoir comment i wont do anything tonight.
You’re already on the right track to getting better. It stinks and takes so much work. I’m definitely still working on myself too. I totally get what you mean about not wanting to hurt yourself but not wanting to feel how you do either.. It’s all a bad cycle. Tonight if the urge is really bad then you can try to get those feelings out. Just not by SI. You have other options to try and make yourself feel better. Anything.. if you need to keep your hands busy, rip paper or write out how you feel–draw random things, just whatever. If you want to distract yourself from focusing on everything that’s frustrating, watch a favorite movie or listen to happy music. It’s shows how strong you are, even if you don’t feel like it, that you’re resisting SI.
🙂 im feeling better. My heart still hurts but its good to no u support me even tho you dont no me. I will try drawing i think or reading a good book. Anything but the negative. I just hope i make it. You to,i hope you makenit through ll your steuggles to because your a good supporter. For once it feela good having someon care about me and is there to hear my problems. Again your really helped me
I’m really glad you’re feeling better 🙂 even though you are still hurting. But you can make it! And thank you 🙂 you’ve really helped me too
I dont no how ive helped u but i am happy i did. We can make its if we stay strong:)
Just the positive advice and even just commenting on my posts. And we’ll make it 🙂 I’ve got faith in us