As of this week, I’ve been injuring myself more. When I move, I can still feel the pain of them. I know why I’m doing this but I can’t do anything about it. Maybe one day, everything might work out but until then, I don’t know what else to do.
I know how that feels. I know exactly what you mean. Whatever is making you want, and feel like you need, to SI may be out of your control. But whether you actually SI or not IS in your control. It may not feel like it. At all. And it may not feel like there’s any reason to resist. But there is. Think of you! You have to stop for you. It’s not helping you. It does to some degree temporarily, but it doesn’t fix anything. You’ve got to try and find something that really helps. Anything.
Thanks for understanding. I do realize that I’m the one in control over if I SI or not. I would rather deal with the physical pain then the emotional pain.
Last night, I talked to the person that is the cause and I think that might have helped out a little bit but I’m not sure. The whole situation is very complicated.
I can only hope that it does. Right now, I’m doing everything that i can to make sure that the other person is okay. She knows what I do and she doesn’t like it. But she also knows why I do it for.
Well I’m not a professional by any means, but I always get on here. You can talk to me if that would help. Unless you mean like someone professional..I recently got a counselor/therapist but she can only meet with me once a month. I talked to her once and it did make me feel a little better. However, it didn’t make a huge difference. And plus on here, I can talk whenever I need to. It’s up to you but I’m here if you want to talk
I know how that feels. I know exactly what you mean. Whatever is making you want, and feel like you need, to SI may be out of your control. But whether you actually SI or not IS in your control. It may not feel like it. At all. And it may not feel like there’s any reason to resist. But there is. Think of you! You have to stop for you. It’s not helping you. It does to some degree temporarily, but it doesn’t fix anything. You’ve got to try and find something that really helps. Anything.
Thanks for understanding. I do realize that I’m the one in control over if I SI or not. I would rather deal with the physical pain then the emotional pain.
Last night, I talked to the person that is the cause and I think that might have helped out a little bit but I’m not sure. The whole situation is very complicated.
I definitely get that. Emotional pain is so hard.. I hope your situation gets better
I can only hope that it does. Right now, I’m doing everything that i can to make sure that the other person is okay. She knows what I do and she doesn’t like it. But she also knows why I do it for.
I need someone to talk to but I’m not sure where to go
Well I’m not a professional by any means, but I always get on here. You can talk to me if that would help. Unless you mean like someone professional..I recently got a counselor/therapist but she can only meet with me once a month. I talked to her once and it did make me feel a little better. However, it didn’t make a huge difference. And plus on here, I can talk whenever I need to. It’s up to you but I’m here if you want to talk
I would like that but I’m not sure if I want everyone to be able to read what I have to say.
Yeah that’s completely understandable. Well, I don’t know if I can do this, but you can email me if you want. kspaulding2@yahoo.com
I sent you an email. subject is S.A.F.E.
Okay. I just responded
Wrote back
Me too. I’ll just stay on
I’m sorry everyone
So far, today has been a good one. I haven’t SI’ed at all. Of course, I’ve hid from the world most of the day though.