I’m so, unbelievably heartbroken. My best friend and boyfriend apparently was lying or completely changed his mind about everything he said.. he knew about my ED and the SI.. I trusted him. He was the only person I had ever trusted. He destroyed that. I was already broken goods.. now what am I? I’m so much worse in sooo many ways. He ripped my heart out. Now all of my deepest secrets have been thrown out into the open and I’m looked at as a disgusting basket case everyday. And where is he?!he promised he’d never leave! And he’s gone! I’m alone here. He was my only supporter and comfort.now I’m back on my own. I’m so hurt. I can’t accept it. I can’t even talk to him. I have no closure. I just have to guess what he’s thinking and how he feels. I can’t handle not knowing. I can’t even explain or get it all out. It’s so.much. How can he have seemingly moved on so fast? I’m broken. Shattered.. help me
Just know that you will always have S.A.F.E with you…we are your friends
Trust is a very big issue especially when you have alot of issues in ur lifethht you dont feel comfortable saring. I no he let u down andbroke your trust. But dont think thatbecause he couldnt be trusted that someone else cant either. We here at S.A.F.E. support you and we will all listen and you can trust us because we no what its like. I no this has brought you down to an ultimate low but dont SI. When u feel it is the right time talk to him and ask him what his deal was. But when your ready. Your also not alone there are alot o people on this site who care for you. I dont no you but i care for you because youve helped me before. So stay strong and dont give up. If people ask say i was going through a hard time and im dealing with it now. Your not a disgusting basketcase. Your just in a bad place and need help.
We are all here for you, stay strong!
Thank you both for responding. I really needed to hear that
Your welcome!
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