I’m so, unbelievably heartbroken. My best friend and boyfriend apparently was lying or completely changed his mind about everything he said.. he knew about my ED and the SI.. I trusted him. He was the only person I had ever trusted. He destroyed that. I was already broken goods.. now what am I? I’m so much worse in sooo many ways. He ripped my heart out. Now all of my deepest secrets have been thrown out into the open and I’m looked at as a disgusting basket case everyday. And where is he?!he promised he’d never leave! And he’s gone! I’m alone here. He was my only supporter and comfort.now I’m back on my own. I’m so hurt. I can’t accept it. I can’t even talk to him. I have no closure. I just have to guess what he’s thinking and how he feels. I can’t handle not knowing. I can’t even explain or get it all out. It’s so.much. How can he have seemingly moved on so fast? I’m broken. Shattered.. help me