I feel bad, that I have SI before, and one of my loved ones SI to, I told him about this though.I came here to learn, to learn from others, yet when I’m upset enough I will blast music as loud as possible, and SI. Someday I will be strong though, and I will have high self esteem.Maybe even my friends by me. My best friends know about the scars. I always start talking to them, like they told me to. If I can’t reach them, then I try to help myself, and the scars take time to heal. I am learning, I will still need to learn more. I just hope that I never forget anything I learn.