I just got off a very hard cycle of s.a and s.i. Life is hard to cope with after that because you dont know how to deal with stress. I try to stay away from tools but its SO hard. I just changed schools, I have no real friends (even in my old school), and I dealt with my lonliness by making up an imaginary friend. BTW im 17. I just really would like someone real to talk to and understands what im going through…..please…