Im a,sick everything… sick of myself.. sick of my dad.. sick of my fake frends.. sick of living.. im sick of this life.. this life i dnt exist in.. people care… very few people do.. but its better than no one.. i know tht as a fact.. i know its selfish to think and please myself.. but i cnt help it.. i dnt mean, or want to oeave those tht i do love and tht are close to me and tht understand tht want me to stay.. people are trying to help me.. they are.. i know this.. they give fantastic advice.. but its ME thtsstansing in my own way of breaking free from this god awful place tht im trapped in… theres nothing i can do.. im losing my sanity by every second… every breah i breathe.. im losing myself..