Can’t you see that your hurting me? I hate coming to your house because all I want to do when I’m there is hurt you. Your so infuriating. And your new wife? She doesn’t help. Always yelling and telling me I’m not good enough. Always saying no one wants me and that I am useless. And even when I try to tell you, you blow me off and say I’m making it up. I want to self harm so much. I need it. I don’t even want to live. I have no choice. I can’t go home. I am force tostay with you. And I really hate this. All of it.
Im kind of in the same boat. Forced to live somewhere where i feel noone wants me and cares. All i can say i think about your future and what life will be like once you are out of there. Dont give up. Because itll get better. Youll see that you wont be thrr for much longer. Good luck
Dads and step moms. I haven’t had any good experiences with them either. But you know you aren’t making it up. One day he will see that. Until then, take care of yourself. Don’t listen to her stupid, malicious comments. They’re not true. I know you don’t even want to breathe another moment there. Or anywhere sometimes. But you’ve got to go into survival mode. Don’t let untrue hurtful things in. You don’t need self harm. Self harm needs you. It needs people who hurt you and try to keep you down. It feeds off of misery and.pain and lies. You can resist it. You can beat this. You don’t need it. Remember it needs you. Even when it feels like it’s the only option, make yourself an escape plan. You really can do this.
Would it be possible to see your dad somewhere else? I hated going to my dad’s house too, mostly because of his wife. Later I would just meet up with him at a coffee shop instead of going to his house. That way I didn’t have to see his wife.
you can record it, her saying these things, and show him your not lying. but she shouldnt do that, he is your father, not hers, and she needs to understand, so talk back, and tell her if she lays a finger on you, you will report her for child abuse. because she has no right to hurt you, just saying