When ever My husband and I fight I have to SI. Last night was hard. I don’t understand why the urge is so strong. It doesn’t happen that often, but when it does, it’s bad. I really need help, I really don’t like me…. I will never be good enough.
When ever My husband and I fight I have to SI. Last night was hard. I don’t understand why the urge is so strong. It doesn’t happen that often, but when it does, it’s bad. I really need help, I really don’t like me…. I will never be good enough.
You ARE good enough! Fighting always causes me to SI even if I am not the one fighting. It has gotten so bad and I used to anticipate a fight w/ my ex and SI before it even started. I hate myself and I think I should be punished all the time. Fighting can make you feel inadequate thus needing to SI. I can really relate to your feelings. Be Tough and try squeezing a frozen lemon sometime when you want to SI.