So, I’ve done this before. But it was about a year ago. I used to be obsessed with injuring. It was my only escape. I couldn’t talk to anyone becaujse they thought I was just doing it for attention. When really I had a problem.. It landed me in the pysch ward.. I was happier there then I’ve ever been. Talking to complete strangers who I had so much in common with.. After i got out i started really bad habits, which then became addictions. Very bad.. But that was 2 years ago.. This past year has been total, i don’t even know what to call it.. My dad went to jail for trying to kill my sister.. I get treated like a slave. I keep dieting. I can’t sleep. Ever. And I want to quit :/ I wanna get help but apparently to my mom “i just try getting attention”…. idk what to do. I can talk to people i don’t know about stuff like this… But when it come’s to real life, I’m to afraid of being judged and not getting the help i DO need….. bleh. :/
I’m glad I’m not the only one feeling this way. Even though our backgrounds are different, and I’m sorry about everything that’s happened in your life, it all boils down to the same feelings. Or lack of feelings sometimes.. Food’s a challenge, sleeping, talking, not talking, injuring, not injuring.. everything. And if you do try to talk, it’s always the same thing. Trying to get attention. No one seems to understand. But I do. Even though I don’t literally know you, I still feel like I do since I’m going through a lot of the same things. I hope you find something that helps you or someone you can actually talk to. Right now this blot is all I’ve got. I hope for the best for both of us
It’s all i have too..
hey dont worry you always will have me to help you. we all have our problems and i hope that and ik what we have is different but that doesnt mean we cant help each other right?