Well, this will probably be my last post for a long time. I’m going back to school and for some reason they blocked this website. I don’t see why, but whatever.

The past three weeks have been such a growing period for me but I’m also leaving my home feeling like I didn’t accomplish all I could have. I should have told my parents everything. I had amble opportunity to do so. But I chickened out.

I really want 2012 to be a new start for me. I want it to be my first semester of college where I don’t give into self injury. I want to get a tattoo on my wrist that says “God is my refuge and strength” to remind me that I don’t need to hurt myself to feel better. I just need God.

“God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” (Psalm 46: 1)