Somone always told me that talking about it helps. I would love to see if it really does.
Ive been SI myself for two yrs now and its so hard to stop once you start.
Today was a really bad day. A flood of depression washed over me like a tidal wave and i couldnt stop it. I wanted to SI so bad but im trying to stop. I promised i wanted new beginings. I want to leave what i do behind and start fresh with my life. But im stuck. I whish i could just do it once more before new yrs.