Well yesterday i was not doing so wel but i fought and held on. I wont be giving up tha easily. Sometimes it just helps to just cry to. I hate to do it but when you need to let it out its ok. Im glad i didnt give in and si because i would have really been mad at myself. I know itll get better and things will change. I just hope i dont go back. Im happy i found this site theres alot of positive people on here.