I haven’t been here in a while and thought it might help. I’m in a depression as low or lower than I have been in about 11 years. I also started injuring again this last week, which hasn’t been a significant problem in my life for years. I’m not sure what I want. The doctors can change my meds but they can’t raise my self esteem from an all-time low or bring my special dog back from the dead. I’m so sad.