i’m new to this site but not SI. i have been free for almost two months but i’m not sure if it’s in the past for good or not. I just recently read a book about self injury and it made me for some reason want to act. My mother found out about my SI and flipped out on me. She will randomly say things about me “getting help” like talking to a shrink or going to some facility. i have talked to a mentor and a few friends. they’re all helping me but i do not feel the need to speak with a shrink or someone of the sort. i’m basically afraid of them and not sure how to react. i feel extremely alone in this situation because whichever way i lean someone’s getting hurt. :/