being held accountable for basic things, like your home & all the bills associated with it…your job…your partner/mate/wife/husband……………brothers & sisters…parents…getting the oil changed in your car…getting home from work to eat dinner…you get it all done, somehow…to cap it off sometimes, I SI …it’s not cool & it’s not healthy, but that’s where I am right now..I’m 40 years old & stuck in a rut..really, I’m looking good on the outside with my clothes on, but under that superficial layer, is a scarred up piece of sadness…take heed youngsters…don’t be like me.