My boyfriend broke up with me, because I opened up to him about my past. about why I couldn’t have him to close to me sometimes and why after 4 months I could barely kiss him. He dumped me, then said he was so heart broken to all his friends. He was the reason why I stopped injuring. Why I stopped everything. So I could be strong like him, be strong and show him I was good enough… Its hard being strong still, after the reason why left me like everyone else. deemed me not good enough like the rest of them and left me for someone else. it seems pitiful and pathetic to me now, but it doesnt take the hurt away… for the first time in 2 months, I injured and binged. I dug my grave deep this time. its hard to stop….
What do I do?
what do I do now that my strength is gone?
your strength isn’t gone! he is just a guy.. trust me you’ll meet more of them in the future. he may have been your strength when you were going out but now that he’s gone you need to keep that strength.. you can’t let it go. if you let it go then you’ll think you need a guy to get it back, and you don’t. trust me.. i haven’t self injured in exactly 4 months, 2 weeks, and 2 days.. i don’t have a boyfriend, i don’t have anyone to be strong for. the only person you need to be strong for is yourself! no one else.. right now you’re going through a hard time and you need to focuse on yourself and only yourself. if you ever need to talk im here, just email me at vivig913@hotmail.com.. don’t worry, you’re not alone.<3