i feel like the whole world is resting on my shoulders. Everyone counts on me for things which i dont mind but it gets overwhelming sometimes. i like helping people but then i have my own stuff to deal with and dealing with everyones on top of mine can get very stressfull.  i feel like theres no one i can talk to about my stuff because nobody understands and i dont want to burden people with my things so i turn to destructive things..i know its not healthy but honestly i keep my stuff bottled up because i know nobody actually cares. ugh i just wish i could find better ways then substance abuse or self injure but for now it helps