I’ve been scared of Self injuring myself again. I do them sporadically, with huge windows of time in between. I usually S.I. during intense moments where I’m not very aware of what’s going on and I’m not thinking straight. The only thing on my mind is S.I. The last time I did was last month and I literally searched my room for hours for the tools I hid from myself. But, I’m here to read, learn, and get better. It’s all I can ask for, you know?