I haven’t been on here in years it seems, and it’s like I go back and forth my with depression. I’m just physically and emotionally tired of it. You’d think after having this problem for so many years, that I’d come across something that would make it go away; anything. But, nope. Not for me. I feel like it’s made me bitter, for being this way for so long. Negative is what I mean. It’s like…it controls my whole life. So, where do I go from here?