I’ve tried to stop. It’s hard to do when you have reminders of it all the time. I mean I don’t want to SI, but I feel like I have to. Whenever I am down or up I do it. My school counseler found out about my SIing. I was scared when she said if she saw anymore on me that she would tell my father, whom I’m scared to death of. It stopped me for a while till I realized I could SI other places. The last time I SIed was yesterday. I feel like I can’t stop, help…
I understand how you’re feeling. No matter how I’m feeling, I just do it. I feel like I need to, and I hate it. I think that maybe you should try what I do. Next time you’re going to do it just sit and think “do I really want to do this? Why?” I know it sounds really cheesy, but it has helped me a bunch.