….since I wrote anything but I haven’t been doing very good lately ,I S.I a week ago and this is now starting to affect my job more off work again for a week so far I can’t lose my job it’s my whole life, and my best friend is upset with me cause she found out the truth , I can’t keep lying and keep doing this anymore I will loose everything and that makes me sad to think of I want to get better but it’s hard!