On the 24th of this month I will be coming up on my one year of not injuring. And I guess I thought it would get easier. But it never has. Everyday I wake up and want to hurt myself. Every time something is wrong I want to hurt myself. I don’t know how to deal and don’t know how long I can hold on. I feel as if the only reason I do not relapse is because I am scared of people will react. I am just plain scared