i honestly can’t do it anymore. the constant annoying things from my sister and stupid stuff from my mom and her husband. it’s just mostly my sister. just talking to her makes me want to self injure. i hate doing this..i hate trying to be perfect for my mom, and everyone else. i hate how my sister ALWAYS think’s she’s right when in reality i can be right too…there really isn’t any right or wrong thing. no one ever understand the urges i get. one day i swear they’re gonna over take me and i’m gonna s.i again…and i don’t want to. i just need, someone to talk to.