so a few weeks ago my boyfriend of almost 3 years broke up with me. everything is my fault though, i did something i shouldnt have. i kissed another guy..i know i know. its horrible…but when he found out, he told me everything would work out and we would always be with eachother. but 2 weeks later, he TEXTED me and broke up with me. i lost the love of my life…and possibly my job. i havent SIed in almost 4 months…but i really want to! i was so close to buying more tools last night… but do i really want to do it? im too depressed and i feel like i deserve pain for what i did to my ex boyfriend. im failing school…i have no motivation. i want to self harm so bad! someone please help…
the other day last friday, i was sexually assaulted. again…how could this happen again?! why am i always so vulnerable? i feel so alone all i wanna do is sleep but i cant sleep…
Oh hun. You dont deserve any kind of pain. Yeah there are always consequences to your actions but it doesnt mean you deserve to be hurt because of it. You deserve to be forgiven cause you are human and make mistakes. Its ok. I know its hard to lose someone but it will get better. You are not alone. *hugs* <3
All I can say is, “I love you my friend”
You’ll get trough this! I know you’re strong enough!
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